I go to all of this trouble to add pictures to my diary and then... they fucken disappear.. FUUUUCK!!
I opted to eat a healty salad with some crab on it tonight..instead of PLan A which was a BLooDY Mary, which I havent had in ... fOreVer..
Well yeah.. PLan B is in full effect..
I've got my bloody mary baby!
Next...
I"M SOOOOO PISSED at the Drug Companies. I fell HOOK, Line & SInKer for the green butterfly Ads... I longed for the peaceful rest that he promised. So I break it to the DR that i'm taking someone else's RX * XanaX because my other Fucko Doctor wont give me Ambien & gave me some other shit that totally made me groggy & what not. SO he was like.. well i wont give u Xanax, but I'll give u The butterfly Pill.. Secretly inside I was like "YES" High FIVe Mutha Fukka! I swear if u say the drug name to a Doctor they get some RED LIGHT SynDrom & wont give u what you are asking for, even if it works. So here I am ...trying my lil pill & the next day I had a bad taste in my mouth. I figured it was the Steriod that i was taking for my sinus/breathing prblem. SO i dismiss it. It couldnt be my beloved Butterfly.
SO a few nights later I need to take it again & i wake up & it tastes like a chewed up a fukken asprin. AACK...
Brushing, FLossing, GarGGLing.. Nothing took that shit away... THREE FUCKING DAYS LATER.. I still have the weirdo taste.. As I search for my handy RX bag with all of the bullshit about the drug, i see one of the side effects is bad taste in your mouth.
THAT FUKKEN MOTH!!!! He promised me salvation in that pill... I didnt see people cringing in the commercial when they woke up with Shit Mouth!!! AAARRRGH! I'm soo mad at that little fukker...JERK!!!
SO now i'm gonna call my DR & ask him again for XanaX...Aside from helping my sleep, it works when i have an anxiety attack...from all of the fuckos I have to deal with.